I promise myself everyday
that it doesn't hurt me that you went away
but yet I'm sitting here
the third night in a row you haven't called
crying like a baby listening to our song
i know its wrong
sense your not mine
to think about you this much
but if you only knew how much i missed your touch
how bad i miss your kiss
and i wonder if you know your doing this
this feeling i have right now
wondering what your doing
thats more important than me
i just wish that you could see
i guess i should get over it
sense together again we will never be
but you haven't called
and I'm still here
waiting and praying that i could hold you near
as these tears
run down my cheek
i wonder what happen
to the friendship we promised we'd keep
even after we weren't together
we said we'd be there for each other no matter the weather
but my tears are like rain
falling upon the floor
and my thoughts are like the thunder
i cant take it anymore
i wonder......
do you know you still do this to me
every time i see you
my heart skips a beat
and the way you kissed
with that no one could ever compete
when i think about
the way you made me feel when you were around
the look in your eyes that brought all my defenses down
the way i miss the sound of your heart
every time we'd hug
and you doing that damn "the big black bug"
so i guess i just wanted to let you know
that i miss you
even though its not something i show
and your still my best friend
and you always will be until the end
