Sometimes I wish I was soft enough to cry
And sometimes I wish I was too numb to feel.
This self-affliction won’t go away
This love refuses to fade…
I can’t stop caring about you.
Don’t even begin to care.
It tears me apart to see you love another.
I don’t need to hurt.
This relationship keeps slipping farther.
Why is it so hard for you to see,
That the only one you hurt is me.
I trusted you to never steer me wrong,
But you lied to me.
You never had the heart to tell me
Giving me a chance to be.
Now there’s nothing to see when I look into your eyes.
This sacrifice that I made will never heal
And no matter what you say you see
You will for ever be blind to me.
