I thought... But...

I thought it was the right choice
But it isn't
I thought it would make me feel better about myself
But it doesn't
I thought I wasn't in love with you anymore
But I am
I thought I'd get over it
But I can't
I thought I wouldn't cry
But I can't stop
I hope I can make things better
I hope you can take me back
I hope what I did can be forgiven
I can't live without knowing I can hug you, kiss you, see you, or simply know you're there
I have killed myself inside
I thought I did myself good
But I didn't
I thought I'd be better without you
But I'm not
I thought my heart wouldn't break
But I broke it
I hope you can take me back
I hope what I did can be forgiven
I thought it was the right choice
But it isn't
I thought I wasn't in love with you anymore
But I am
I thought I wouldn't cry
But last night...
I cried myself to sleep