Deep down inisde,
I long for my suicide,
to climb up high,
to jump, to die.
But I love you to much to say,
and I don't want to leave you today,
My wrists call for the knife,
But Just by being alive you're saving my life.
Little do you know,
How many times I've failed to go,
Little is your last name,
and You will be forever in my hall of fame.
You gave me the stregnth to carry on,
Without you I would surely be gone,
Your efforts have paid off, I'm still here today,
Even though I might have turned out gay.
I love you and I will never,
Forget you or our time together,
*~*Thanks for everything Ash. I love you. Call me right? Have fun at the movies with Bryce at the movies today. Love you always Love Mel*~*
