Kept inside like a dark secret, Is the hurting and haunting of my pain.
I don't know how to make you understand, as I try to explain.
I'm so lost and confused .
My heart still huts from the trust you so carelessly abused.
I could never explain how much I love you and always will.
That doesn't matter because when you left, you left my heart with a huge space to fill.
I miss you so much it hurts inside.
I sit here and think, would this be easier if I died.
My reason for living has now disappeared.
I must deal with this on my own, s I so often had feared.
Others do not understand, they say I should just move on.
The don't know how much I hurt with you love being gone.
I think of dieing as my only option.
I feel lifeless already, I could end it for good with just one motion.
Then I see you, Your shinning smile, your fiery eyes.
I remember the love, that I now so much despise.
I found my reason for living again, much to my surprise.
Finally we meet, exchange a few words as I search deeply in your eyes.
I now know, how much I Love You, You Will Never Realize.
