Am I invisible? (not best...just feelings...)

I stare into my reflection,
Wondering what it is?
Am I really nothing important?
Am I truly not seen?

How is it one can be so loved
And yet so misunderstood?
Does that mean I am truly loved?
Or is it a mere love for somebody I am not?

I’m watching the days go by,
The day always turns to nigh,
Nothing ever changes,
Questions never answered...
Who am I?

I’m so lost in this world,
Never gonna figure it out;
So lost in this confused life,
Not knowing what I’m even about.

Why can’t someone just understand?
Know me all and still love?
I need a helping hand,
Maybe a push or a shove...

Why do I just wanna cry?
Why do I feel so alone?
When so many people are around me...
How can I feel so alone?

The problem must be me...
Why can’t I just see...
Never mind, leave me be...
I cry, cuz I’m me.