Why Him?

My world is falling apart,
Everything is going black,
I thought he had a good heart,
But he was just smoking crack.

I thought he really loved me,
I loved him so much too,
He didn't listen to my plea,
I thought we stuck like glue.

He brought me down so low,
Lower then ever before,
I just went with the flow,
I don't like it anymore.

My grades kept going down,
He didn't give a damn,
I now wear a large frown,
From going out with Sam.

He brought me so much pain,
It hurts so bad all the time,
I feel like I am chained,
I can no longer climb.

My tears flow out everywhere,
He doesn't seem to care,
I thought our love was rare,
But it was really unfair.

My tears will no longer dry up,
Everything is damp,
My world is turned around,
I didn't want to be a tramp.

I just can't get away from him,
He is all I have left to hold,
I know everything is dim,
My life will soon unfold.