The strength and hope....

I lay in bed every night,
waiting for a guiding light.
and even though it never shines,
Theirs still apart of me that finds,
the strength and hope I need to get by.

I thought I loved him, yes I did.
but that was something that fell in my head.
I never knew or wondered why,
I needed something so close by..
He was waiting for me on that day,
that day that never fades away..

He asked me, why I was shy?
but the answer to that I could never find..
Now I know I need him,why?
cuz he's the one that seems to find,
The strength and hope that gets me by.
It was never me who really could see.
The whole other part inside of me.