Why does my stomach tie in knots whenever I think of you.
Why have I fallen ‘Head over heels’ in love with you.
You are off limits.
Dam it its not fair.
You standing there with your gorgeous chest, your adorable kissable lips.
Dam you, why couldn\'t you be my mate.
I love you.
But I can’t have you because of the consequences, of you being a family friend for one, younger then me and dam it having a girlfriend.
Why is it I fall for all the wrong guys. Its not fair.
Why someone please tell me why this happened.
Why you of all people.
Why have I fallen for you and no one else.
I love you. God dam it.
You do something to me, that no one else has done before you.
You tie my stomach in knots, I almost go tongue tied when near you .
I think of you and nothing else matters but you and your gorgeous lips I want to kiss.
For goodness sakes its not a crush even thou I try to tell myself that it is.
Dam it to hell, I hate to admit it but nothing can happen .
Even thou I said if we found a way we could go out .
I just can’t because of all the stuff happening in my life right now.
I can’t I’m sorry babe I’m so sorry I can’t do it.
Even thou my heart is breaking yet again.
I must say goodbye and let you go, so she can have you.
God why do I feel so sad inside.
Is it because I have just let my one and only first true love out of my life.
