Confused love

I feel so lonely so locked up inside
It makes me want to run and hide
You make me confused each passing day
You say you love me but the guilt wont go away
Are all the things you tell me true?
Or am I just a toy to you?
I feel played by inside and out
My pain is hid with a smile.. not a pout
You tell me I'm your one and only
But why does that feel and sound so phony?
Maybe its just the way I feel
That your feelings might not be real
Do you love me or is that lie?
`Cause all I do is break down and cry
Tell me now where we meant to be?
Or should we just separate..
You and me?