You said you were my friend
But how could that have been?
I see whats in your heart
I saw it from the start
Why do you try to hide yourself from me?
Is it because you know we'll never be?
Those words hurt so bad
They make me feel so sad
Because I feel so close to you
I feel it in all we do
But you continue to hide
All that lies inside
Afraid that someone might see
What goes on between you and me
I'm scared too
But I think I really do
Want to be with you
But I don't know what to do
Now you know what I'm thinking
And I can feel myself sinking
Deeper into your games
So deep in shame
*I found this poem tucked away in some things...I had written it for a very special person whom I truly miss...obviously it didn't work out but I will cherish the memories forever!