I had always spent so much time trying to make u say
all the things that u really didn't mean
and always making excuses for the reasons why
things were the way that they seemed
and always pretending that someday it would change
that rite now, this is how things would have to be
and I'd constantly remind myself that it was my fault
whenever you were hurting me
but nothing ever changed, and nothing ever will
and I'm so glad to say, that thats okay
because even though it hurts me still
I'm getting better everyday
i have no regrets about it all
because at that time, i felt thats what i had to do
and I'd never choose to erase
all the time I'd spent with you
so i feel as if I'm ready, I've never been so sure
to put this whole thing in our past
i have been so sick and so tired
of always trying to make it last
so i can finally do what's best
and I'm going to forget and forgive
i had always chose to hold on
and now i choose to live.
