Lost you, and cant take you back

I wrote this in like 5 min... it\'s a song so i might not sound right if you cant hear it but whatever please comment

have you ever feel like breaking, down to cry?
have you ever feel like you, just want to die?
have you ever wondered, would they miss me?
have you ever felt, like you wern\'t meant to be?

what\'s the point of living, if your life dosent want you?
and what\'s the point of giving, if that one wont be true?
i wish i wasnt born, or you could take my place
i just want to die theres not another day i can face

help me now im slipping, out of this worlds hand
i jsut cant keep taking everybodys demand
i just wanted you, but somebody gave me more
i just wanted to see you, but you opened the door

you led me into a world unknow
where i would never.. be alone
because you were always here in my heart
close to me, when we were apart

oh why does god hate me and he turned his face away
oh why cant i live just through maybe one more day
i cant live this life that he gave to me
why cant my life just please leave, me, be

yeah i dont know where to turn to right now
your leading my hand but you dont even know how
i love you but i cant say they wouldnt understand
my breath goes away every time you take my hand

you may have been a jerk, you may have been mean
you may have acted stupid, and like a drama queen
but i still loved you i was just too hurt to show you
and now im lost and wont be found, dont know what to do

you\'ll never see this song that i\'ve written for you
you\'ll never know the way that i\'ll always be true
but i\'ll tell you right now though you cant even hear me
as seperate as we go it\'ll always be a we

you and i are way to strong to have our love be gone
and i wish you could see this, see this song
i hate you, i hate you, and everything that you do
then why do i feel this way, why do i love... you?