A friend

What is a friend
If he's not there when you most need him
When life turns black
And everything becomes blurry

What is a friend
If he's not the shoulder you cry on
If he doesn't understand you
If you are not his top priority ?

A friend knows everything about you
And still loves you

A friend will never let you go
Nor make you cry
He'll be there for you
Every time you feel lost

You won't even need to shout out loud
And already he'll be there

You won't know the meaning of a true friend till he's gone
You won't know how much I mean to you till I'm gone.

I'm tired
Tired of searching for the right people
Tired of crying and looking for you to come back
Tired of everyone around me.

I want to leave
I don't know where I'll go.
Like a shout-out that slowly fades away,
I want to disappear.