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So this is what it feels like to lose a friend?
How could this have happened?
I never foresaw this as being how we would end.
We fought alot, I know this is true.
Somethings I said may have been hurtful.
But my goal was never to bring pain upon you.
You filled my life and heart with happiness, and moments I will never forget.
Now your gone.
I still haven't found a way to pick up these broken pieces yet.
Even all of the bad times had an upside,
Because when we fought it was never anything we couldn't fix.
You even know every secret that I hide.
You always made me feel so strong.
You always helped me to see I was right,
Especially when others were wrong.
You told me that I was your friend.
And I believed you.
God, how stupid I was back then.
I now know that you never did care.
I know this for many reasons,
But the main one being that if you did, you would still be here.
Even though I now know how you truly are.
I still miss you so much.
I even still wish upon that stupid star.
I pray every night for you still.
But you haven't come back yet.
Who knows, maybe someday you will.
But until then I will still be here.
I cant even remember what I did now.
That made you leave my dear.
How much I miss you each and every day you cant possibly know.
Because if you did, you would come back right away, and never again would you go.
I'm still trying to figure out why i still ache.
Now I think I've finally got it. This pain I've been feeling. Is the feeling of my heart break.
