Happiness is something that doesnt come easy for me
i wish you could understand
this is not how i want to be
i dont want to live
and i dont want to die
i cant make up my mind
so i break down and cry
there is a constant battle
going on inside of me
the battle of good and evil
it just wont let me be
just when i think
the good side has won
the evil comes back
and takes away the happiness
and fun
there is a cloud of darkness
around me all the time
i always look for the sunshine
its just so hard to find
happiness seems
to come easy to you
i can see it in everything
you say and do
you are a stronger person than me
and thats why i need
your arms around me
when i break down and cry
i need your strength
i need your comfort too
because no matter how bad i feel
i know that i love you
