What have I done to deserve the way you treat me
I'm dying rite in front of you and you can't even see
I don't know why im still living
I have no more energy to be giving
you've pushed me so far I'm now on the edge
all I have to do now is jump off this ledge
1 cut so deep to end this pain
1 cut so deep to break free from this chain
you cant fix things now
even though I don't know how
don't how you could fix things cause there so bad
me leaving would make you glad
I cry every night cause of the pain you inflict
why was it me why did I get picked
I now hold the knife so close to my vain
I hold the knife to rid the pain
It's your fault i want to die
It's your fault that every night I cry
why have you changed? why have you forgotten me?
I guess I should of known there was no guarantee
you always seem to be happy when I'm sad
always makin me feel bad
I have so many questions going through my mind
one of them is how could I have been so blind
blind not see what was happening for the beginning
I'm so confused now my head is spinning
