Because of You

I’ve never been so close to someone
Yet seem so far away
I look you in the eyes
And you have not one word to say

Your smile means nothing
Only but an illusion
You make my mind go crazy
It’s only of confusion

I realize it’s unlikely
To get my way this time
But if you would tell me what you thought
Then things would turn out fine

I had you once
And it felt so real
But it seemed to end so fast
Now my heart needs some time to heal
I really thought we’d last

I should have ignored my heart
When I felt I should go for you
Nothing good came from that
It must have been all untrue

You have no idea the hurt you’ve caused
Deep inside of me
This is hurt that you will never
Get the chance to see

Things changed so quickly
I had you in my grasp
But as soon as you were there
You slipped away like sand in an hour glass

Only time will tell
What the future holds
After a little while
Everything unfolds

Sometimes you just don’t get what you want
You can’t push on a pull door
You always mess with my mind
and leave me wanting more

Since you’ve been gone
Everything which used to be right
Suddenly seems wrong

Every time you passed by me
You left my heart with marks
Letting go of your love
Is like finding my shadow in the dark

Your love was like a flower
Blooming more and more each day
Well sometimes flowers are mistreated
And simply fade away

Your moods changed
As fast as day to night
As soon as the sun arose
You, like the moon, disappeared out of sight

This is what happens
When love is lost
You missing from my heart
Was the biggest cost