Sweetest Sin

I know i still have feelings for you
but i just don't know why
the only thing you've ever done
was leave alone to cry

after you played me
you threw it back in my face
the horrible things you said are still in mind
they can't be erased

i finally decided
to just push you away
i couldn't take it anymore
you could no longer stay

i didn't answer
your phone calls
and ignored you
in the school halls

it hurt me inside
to do this do you
but it also felt good
after all the things you put me through

today,though, when you gave me that letter
it just drained
all the hate from my heart
"i still love you" it claimed

it said that you knew
you were in the wrong
and that everyday
you still played 'our' song

i wish i could believe you
so i could take you back
but i am so afraid that love
is a virtue you lack

would i be so stupid
to give you another chance?
should i just go on
without a second glance?

or should i take your word
and let our love grow once again?
should i let 'us'
be my sweetest sin?

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