My Heart's Music Box

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I gave you the best of me from the beginning of it all. At first you lovingly cared for me. Then from your arms, you let me fall.
My heart composed a song that day of our first kiss. The song would be played in the music box of my heart, until the bitter end of our bliss.
I would have never even foreseen what you would put me through. In the beginning everything seemed perfect. I was happy just to be with you.
The song that played in my heart was soft and oh so sweet. The lust we felt for one another seemed to dance to the captivating beat.
I shared with you all my treasures and all my secret thoughts. They were all at your hands. As was my heart's music box.
To no one had I given so much. To no one had I stayed so true. Before you walked into my life, my heart was locked. But I gave the key to you.
At night I would listen to the melody that my heart loved to sing. But in time it grew sad, I no longer heard a song but instead a gloomy, disturbing ring.
The song no longer brought me joy, the meaning changed for me. But still I would stay up late at night and listen to it's melody. And every night the song would advise me, but I could not bring myself to obey what it had to say. Every night it would warn me: "Run girl, runaway, he will only break your heart some day."
I didn't want to realize you were playing games. I thought eventually we would conquer our differences, and things would once again be the same.
But you did not see it at all the way I did. You walked away. I was left alone, doing the best I could to assure people I was fine. The anguish in my heart, I shamefully hid. Slowly the melody faded, and the box began to shut. I wiped the tears from my eyes and told myself I had had enough.
But as for you, my first, my all. No more pain will you put me through. And although for so many months your love was all I sought, now because of you, the music box of my heart is shut. Forever Locked.