The end of my life is near.
All the pain is to great.
All I feel is depression.
And all I feel is the love I have for you.
My love for you is keeping me here.
If it wasn't for you.
I wouldn't be here.
Because of you I don't want to die yet.
I'm not with you.
But I hope someday soon I will be.
You know how I feel about you.
And how I feel about life.
I want my life to end.
And never be here again.
But then my love for you takes over me.
But after all that love is gone.
I won't be here anymore.
Because without you I have nothing to live for.
But pain and hurt.
I want to end my life, but you won't let me.
The only thing I want in life is you.
But if I can't be with you.
Then there isn't any point in my life.
But me killing myself to end this horrible life.
