Just a Nobody

The love that surrounds my friends
Is too much for me.
I cant bare it any more....
I need to experience true love
But I know that it will never be,
That I am different from all the others,
For no guy would want a girl like me.
The names, the words, the pushes,
I deserve all those....
They don’t care what I feel,
I’m just a nobody to them!
I grow more beautiful each day,
But yet,
They don’t accept me for who I am.
They aim for my heart,
And try to break it.
They aim to my head,
and try to put negative thoughts in it.
And it works.
No one will ever care for me,
No one will ever love me
Im just a girl without feelings to them
Im just a nobody
With no heart
With no feelings....
And yet,
I want them to realize I am a human
Just like they are.
That I am a human with feelings,
with emotions,
with thoughts!
So now,
There’s a wall,
Surrounding me,
Wont let anyone in it....
Remember,
YOU were the one who put it there.
Thanks, I appreciate it.