You and i

I don't know what to think about you and i,
you seem to drift in and out of my life.
I never know when I'm gonna see you.
You say I'm not your best friend,
then you turn around and wonder why, i don't say your my best friend.
You play flirt with me,
i love to flirt, it brakes my heart, that you never think, of me like that.
But if i tell you it hurts, it'll change our friendship,
so i smile the pain away, and try to change the subject, and pray to god, that you may change your mind about us, I've read your poems, and i read your pain, and i don't know what to say,
i try to help you and you push me away i try to listen, and you walk away,
so i accept the fact that I'm losing you, so what do i do? let you come back in my life, and tell me about your's . then the circle starts over again...