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I don't know what I'm doing
Some things just don't seem right
Everyday I question more
On how I'm putting up this fight

Thoughts of losing you
They come and cross my mind
When you seem to leave me
Nothing in me is fine

I don't know what's going on
But everyday is getting worse
In my soul, I now believe
That God has me under some curse

I don't know how this all started
But you did promise me forever
You told me that we will not part
You said you would leave me never

Lately, I do get really scared
At the thought of you disappearing
I hope this never happens
It is all that I have been fearing

When we are together
With no one else around
It is something I have never felt
You're the one I finally found

You make me happy
When it's just us, two
But when there is a crowd
It’s no longer the sweet old you…

This is what scares me
The thought of you leaving
Crushes my heart to pieces
But somehow I keep believing

I believe that we could make it
After all we have been through
I care about you more than
You ever even knew

I hope you know,
I'm just real scared
After all we have been through
We both have cared

For the rest of my life
I will never let you go
I don’t know how you feel
But I think that you should know

You're my whole world
You’re my everything and more
But if you were to leave me
You know, I’d be worse than before

I don't know where I’m going
I don't know what to do
All I do know now, is that
To you, I will always be true

I don't want to hurt myself
I don't want to do anything bad
But if you keep in his or her direction
You know what It means when I am sad

Our relationship is like one
I have never experienced before
I love it when we’re together. But at times
I'm not sure, I think I’m loving you more

This whole thing, was
Basically to say
That no matter what happens
I will always be here to stay

If you were to leave me
I will never be okay
My heart will be torn to pieces
I will struggle to see the next day

I have never been so scared
Of losing someone so close
Maybe because I care about you
More than it sometimes shows

I don't know if you get my point
I don't know if you understand me
But with all this I have to say
I don't ever want to be free

For now, I’ll sit here in tears
Praying to God above
To make this work, forever
To continue this happy love

It's probably confusing b/c you don't know the situation. but please rate and comment.