To Craig

*~~ .I once said to you that the day I find the tear that I dropped into the ocean would be the day that I stopped loving you... Well I guess I found that tear. ~~*

I thought we had it all
We would last forever
Can remember the jealousy on their faces
Seeing us two lovers together.

Thought we were going to make it
Last till the end of time
Even if we argued sometimes
I was still so glad you was mine.

Had the best 8 months of my life
Loving you more each and every day
But you couldn't cope with the feelings
Of knowing a baby was on the way.

Took the easy way out
Only 16, needed to live your life
Left me with a baby inside
And a broken dream of being your wife.

I thought we could be friends
Thought we could make it through
But you said I'd wrecked both our lives
And that I had totally messed up you.

You told me I had messed up my future
Said I might and well just kill myself now
I couldn't cope with your lecture
Didn't want to listen somehow.

We had a last cuddle and kiss
Then on the train you went
Left me in the evening
With my visions of the months we'd spent.

But then you said it was my fault
Text me some harsh things
And I realised I deserved better
I could survive on my very own wings.

I've got the supprt of my family
Yet you've still got them to tell
Tell your mother she's going to be a grandma
Reckon she'll take it well?

So heres a goodbye forever
And I'll mention that I did love you
But now I've seen your other side
I'm actually glad we're through.