My Heart Is Done

My heart is just done right now

sick of all the let down so its turning it away

and so this doesn't even hurt me

i don't have much more to say

this isn't surprising

not surprising at all

nothing you have done or said

has caused my heart to fall

you can beat on it as much as you want

but its finally bruised and broken enough

it doesn't really hurt to think about everything

its grown just a little too tough

it beats on and on throughout each day

no matter what it keeps on going

even after everything thats happened

thinking about the things you cant help knowing

you kind of wish that you were never told this

but its what hurt the most

but i had cried so much about it already

it really just turned into a ghost

something that i think or thought was real

but vanished before my eyes

but now my heart knows not to fall for that

how to see through that disguise

i don't hate you, i don't love you

everything has hit the floor

I'm not surprised, I'm not hurting

i just don't know who you are anymore

i have a way of shutting myself up

when i want something to be true

that will only hurt me in the long run

but thats not a problem for you

your mistake displayed

for everyone to see

but once again

thats just a problem for me