Already dead....

Ill cut my wrist just to feel.
That feeling lets me know that the pain is real.
The pain takes my mind away from my heart.
My heart reminds me of what tears me apart.

As quick as they begin the wounds will heal.
The healing make me feel so surreal.
As if life has become without meaning or purpose.
And i cry for a while because i know your not worth it.

I fall asleep at last its the end.
Until tomorrow night when it starts over again.

I'm already dead deep down inside.
The pain in my heart lets me know I'm alive.