Sometimes I feel as i I could just break down and cry, sometimes I feel as if I could die, u were my first true love, sent from the heavens above.
Every time we're together, I never want it to end, I loved all the love u used to send, but now we're done and all thats gone, sometimes I think, "Was it all just for fun?"
I knew if I ever lost u, it would feel as if I had died, but I never let u see any tears that i cried, I kept it all hidden from u, locked away inside, afraid if I showed u, I'd lose all my pride.
Now I know that was my biggest mistake, for being without u, I can hardly take, the love we had for each other, u made it seem so real, that's why its almost impossible for me to deal.
So I want u to know that your love will forever be in my heart, even though I never wanted us to be apart, hopefully someday, if it's meant to be, we'll be together and happy, just like we used to be.
