The truth

There was once a day
Where no trouble would come my way
I would’t wake up wishing I would die
Where I would never cry

There was once a night
Where I would never be in fright
Where I dreamed dreams
And not wake up to screams

There was once a day
Where I wouldn’t have to pray
Where I was so happy
And not this snappy

There was once a night
Where I wouldn’t have to fight
Where I didn’t have to stress
Where I didn’t have to impress

That was long ago
Where I was only to grow
Nothing was wrong
Where It never made me strong

Today’s a different story
Where I never take the glory
If only I would’ve had a hard life
I would’ve never ended up with this knife

With the slits made deep in my wrist
I was my friends the ones I missed
If only my parents weren’t so there
I wouldn’t have been so bare

Thinking of a way out
So I shout
Feeling pain made me free
Now I see it never made me

I made a mistake
And they let it still shake
They wouldn’t put it to rest
It only made them the “best”

Now that I realized what was real
I’m giving me time to heal
Yet they still keep it out there
Making everyone glare

They can’t forgive me
And won’t let me be
They don’t believe it
I was never here to commit

I lied to them one time
Like it’s really a crime
They haven’t been the same
Like they never came

I’m sorry my ways are different from yours
I never to start these wars
I just didn’t want u knowing truth
I didn’t want to end my youth