No, I\'m Not

No, I am not in love with him
He's not the one I want
If I was in love with him
I'd wonder why it couldn't stop.

If I was in love with him
I'd think about him everday
I'd call him on the phone
Just To make sure he was safe

If I was in love with him
I'd cry for him you see
I'd call myself a hopeless fool
Yet never want to be.

I'd crawl up to my bedside
and think about him more
I'd think of what he's done to me,
how he left my heart so soar..

I'd try to block him out,
but fail to think of something new.
Yet, if I'm not in love with him--

Then why are all those things so true?