To in love to notice

I should have cried
but instead i lied
i told them i was fine
but hes no longer mine

i really just want to die
but i really have to try
he broke my heart
i knew it would turn out this way from the start

but i was to in love to notice...

but instead I'm making up a lie
cause hes no longer mine
the truth is all i really wanna do is die

i don't wanna live
i don't wanna try
i don't wanna give
and i don't wanna cry

but now all i want to no is why?...

because you don't love me? because you don't care? because you don't see me when I'm actually there?