Words Spoken From A Broken Heart

I still remember it, like it was yesterday …
When you took my heart and broke it on that Friday.
I cried and wept all night,
Asking myself, how I was foolish enough to believe you might be Mr. Right.
How could I have stopped myself though?
Your beautiful eyes and indescribable charm made my love for you continue to grow.
But now … I’m trying to avoid those eyes,
I’m ashamed and humiliated for falling for your disguise.
But I’m still walking on … with a big wide smile,
Making everyone believe that my life is worthwhile …
When all it is, is a pinch of regret,
But you’re still something I could never forget …
Even though you broke my heart into a million pieces,
With those million pieces my love for you still increases.
Don’t ask my why, I don’t even understand it,
But loving you is something I could never quit.
My friends ask me why I just don’t move on …
Even they should know the idea of that is simply gone.
They don’t really understand what I’m going through,
When Cupid starts shooting them, they’ll know feelings of love are true.
I don’t know where my life is going anymore …
Before all this heartache, I used to love to discover and explore.
But I’m tired of discovering and getting weary from exploring,
I just want to put everything behind me, close my eyes, and feel like I’m soaring.
Escaping …
Escaping this world that I have come to know …
Escaping the cruel love that comes with it and woe …
Is it so wrong to have love in my life?
‘Cause every time I attempt to love … it comes back and stabs me with a knife.
I guess broken hearts was an unwritten rule of love,
I opened up my heart to him … and all he gave me was a great shove.
But with all this … I’ve learned a lesson, which is to leave love and be smart,
Unless you want more words spoken from a broken heart.