What to do??

It seems all messed up
i said i was fine
you got all angry
and left me behind
maybe this is it
maybe it truely has left me
what if he was the one
he was the guy to be
he said i used him
as my lil toy
he doesnt know the truth
that he was my boy
but i got ova it
got ova him
moved onto anotha life
life became so dim
but was this the rite thing to do
leave him to be
so my life can be shattered
into little parts of three
i dont understand now
i dont know what to do
should i go talk to him
or find out that were through??