Again???

As I lay here now,
Feeling bummed.
I have come to realize,
What I have done.

Why did I do it?
Why aren't we done?
Why did I give up and quite?
Why did I always run?

I am feeling lost for words now.
I know I can have you back.
But why do I have this feeling now? That our relationship will now lack?

We have been apart now for a while.
Are we sure this time isn't being burrowed?
It makes me wonder, were all those tears worth while?
Or were they just a hidden sorrows?

I know I love you,
But I don't want to be another wreck.
Don't you feel it too?
Sometimes I just want to ring your neck.

I want to be with you,
I want you to hold me again.
Damn it, I want you to feel it too.
But I don't want this hurt to begin.

As I still lay here now,
Still bummed.
I have come to realize,
These tears are done!