Sweet insanity

I can feel it running through my vains
this beautiful rage
i don't dare let it out of the cage
i keep it locked deep inside
so no one will know the secret i hide
behind this sweet smile, a seemingly normal girl
but when my happiness went a part of me died
so please don't push me to the edge
what you know is all lies
please don't make me show my disguise
i keep my past far behind my eyes
i can only take so much before I let go
i can only take so much before I give in
and when i do i don't care who you are
i'm in it for the prize
i just wanna win
and your crimson blood on my ivory skin
will be my greatest desire
its such a sweet sin