This poem wasn\'t written by me but by my ex boyfriend... who i don\'t talk to anymore
Haven’t you ever wondered
how things might have been
How life might have been
If you weren’t in the life you’re in?
Haven’t you ever wondered
what that first love meant
was pain part of growing up or were the rules just bent?
Because if you never wondered then know I’m still wondering
I never forgot, your in my mind again
Know till the end, in my heart
We\'re friends, cant nothing tear us apart
I’m sitting back and wondered
Why did you leave me that night?
Gave you all I could, what didn’t go right?
I loved you so much
And such love hurts so much
I remembered when I realized we\\\'d never touch
You\\\'ll never know how much that hurt
Still after all these months, there ain’t no other girl
Even though we have different lives, you taught me the world
I hate to see us drifting
Things have shifted
You lifted me so high up
You must have been gifted
We may never get as close as before
But surely you\\\'re
The first love of my life, if not more
Never thought that 8 months would pass leaving my heart sore
My heart may be tore but i swore you my friendship
And that’s what you’ll have till death comes to end it
Haven’t you ever wondered
how things might have been
How life might have been
If you weren’t in the life you’re in?
Haven’t you ever wondered
What that first love meant
Was pain part of growing up or were the rules just bent?
Cuz if you never wondered then know I’m still wondering
I never forgot, your in my mind again
Know till the end, in my heart
We\\\'re friends, cant nothing tear us apart
I wish that I could have been with you longer
To grow stronger
Hold you under my arms
Just to make you feel special
You did so much for me
I mean it, truly
You know i still have you’re blue beads?
The same ones you brought me from cuba, down over seas?
In fact, thats why im writting this song
Saw them, wore them, feelings got so strong
Thinking bout our past made me happy
But sadly some part of it turned against me
Made me wish we could be, but its past
Wish we could just be...maybe make it last
If you ever need anything at all
You know where to call
Just try to never forget me, cuz i wont, you\\\'ll help me through life\\\'s crawl
WOW.....my love was.....actual......
