Why you, not Him?

I wonder how are you right now?
I'm thinking if you're thinking of me too
If you're as sad as I am
I wonder if you miss me...

The depression inside me worsen day by day
Memories hunts me every night
Why do I think of you, instead of him?
Why do my heart looks for you, not him?

I yearn for those times I was with you
I long for the silent moment sitting next to you
I miss you hand locked into mine
Why you, not him?

I know I still love you, could this be true?
How could it happen
When my heart is being owned by someone new?
Do you feel the same way too?