Loving You

I thought this is the love that would last long
The love I should be proud of
The love I would carry for the rest of my life
the love that would make me complete

I thought I had the most wonderful man
The man I had always dreamed of
The reason in everything I do
The inspiration of my every ambition

I thought everything will be alright
That everything gonna be okay
I thought we will have our time of our lives
I thought we will go on being happy

But loving is not always happy
I took the risk of loving you
Now I have to face its consequences
You don;t know how afraid I am

You can see me doing fine
But deep inside I am crying
Afraid of losing this battle
Afraid of not winning its prize-YOU

Tell me should I go on loving you?
Should I continue to hold on?
Should I continue being blinded by this love?
Please wake me up from this nightmare!!!
I don't want to stay here forever...