Where is my lover

Hear to I am writing to u
Not to say I still love u
Just to ask u how u feel
And we fell apart
And how we grew apart

R u happy out there in this big Old World
U have given up what was your
U crushed and stomped it
Left us to wither and die

Do u even wonder if were still alright
There his been so many seepless nights
As I am writing a tear has begun to form in my eye
As the pain begins to flourish and fly

I remember the days, you were perfect in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive

it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my my heart
you broke your us for life
its not ok

sometimes
I forgive
yeah and this time
I'll admit
that I miss you, said I miss you

(I refer to we as in ME and & my heart)
Plz comment and vote I need too know if I should just give up this whole poetry thing