For the first time

For the first time
I can no longer breath

I try so hard
But it doesn’t work for me

I’m suffocating
Slowly and painfully

Why’s it have to be so hard?
Why’s it have to hurt so bad?

For the first time
I trusted somebody

Why did I open up
Just for you to hurt me

Thinking that only
You were different then the others

Why’d I have to be so dumb?
Why’d I have to let you in?

For the first time
I can no longer move

I try to walk forward
But just end up were I started

Why can’t I get passed this?
Why can’t I keep moving?

For the first time
I’m lost within the crowd

Can’t see in
Can’t see out

I grasp for a hand
But there’s nobody left out there

Why can’t somebody find me?
Why can’t somebody help me?

For the first time
Weakness has fallen upon me

No strength left in me
To keep on fighting

You took
The little I had left

Why can’t I find the strength in me?
Why can’t I keep fighting?

I just really need one question anwered
Why did u have to leave me?