Confusion Overwhelms Me

Feeling kind of lost,
Feeling kind of confused,
Feeling kind of hurt,
Feeling kind of used...
Not knowing what comes next,
Not knowing what to do,
Not knowing how it came to this,
Still in love with you.
Worried that it will end,
Worried that it will go on,
Worried that we\'ll lose everything,
God, please help me be strong!
Need to get the nerve up,
Need to just back down,
Need to leave you right this minute,
Need to stick around...
Wanting to love you with all that I am,
Wanting to show you I care,
Wanting to give you my heart and soul,
Just wanting you to be there...