How can it be???

I know what you have done to me
Cannot be replaced with sweet words
But how can it be?
That my hands get cold, and my heart feels that
Its full of swords…

How can it be?
That even though you have lied, and
And made me cry
I still wait for you to call me?

Your voice sets a rush in my heart
I wish you and me talking again
Would have not even start.
But even thinking of this gets my heart
Strained.

I want to trust you, start over again
But there’s something hiding in me
Maybe the tears that ran down like rain,
Or maybe the first thing you created in me
Migraine.

I haven’t forgotten what hurt you did for me
But all I ask is how can this be?
Aren’tArenaupposed to hate you?
Not ever want to talk to you again?
Not be able to see your eyes without mines watery?
You know what?
There’s one thing I will never ever regret
I’ll forgive but I wont forget.