What I Think About

I sit here and think
of what we used to be
I sit here and think
while I cry in my knees

I need you like
flowers need the rain
Without you I fear
I will go insane

My heart has been emptied,
left barren and dry,
My spirit has faltered
Now I must cry

You'd brighten my days
and make them complete
you were always there
to listen to me

your kisses and hugs
would make my day
I loved all of you
in ev-er-y way

You had a choice
to remain with me
that decision was clear
when you watched me leave

you didn't say stop
or come here, don't go
that hurt me so much
you don't even know

you darken my day
when I glance your way
I can't talk to you
I have nothing to say

It angers me still
that you watched me go
It angers me that
your pain doesn't show

I lie here and think
of what we used to be
I lie here and think
while I cry to sleep