I just can't cope

It hurts so much to love you the way I do,
But the truth becomes so clear when I look at you,
I realize just how much you don’t care,
And just how much you wish I wasn’t there,
There used to be a time when our love was so strong,
But I look deep into my heart and find that it has gone,
We promised to make it work, have another try,
But now I sit here alone collecting tears that I cry,
Looking back on that day, thinking of our past,
Promising forever, and that forever would last,
I never thought I could love one person with all my heart,
But I didn’t see this coming, I was blinded from the start,
Now I wonder how I fell for you so bad,
Crying over the love that we once had,
I wont let this get to me, I cant hold on,
I have to move on, and I have to be strong,
But it makes my heart so weak seeing you everyday,
And remembering those words you used to say,
You said you’d never loved anyone this much before,
But you broke my heart, I just cant take it anymore,
I cant go through this again, my heart wont cope,
And looking towards the future, my days are full of hope,
That maybe one day you will come back to me,
And we’ll share that love once again, for eternity,
But for now all I can do is dream that special dream,
Making my life so much easier than it seems,
I’ll never stop loving you, you know that right?
I’ll drop my disguise, and for now…goodnight.