I Can't Do It Any More

I can not stand to look at you
Or see your smiling face
I can not handle being hugged by you
Or feeling your embrace

I think about you every day
Crying about how you went away
I remember every moment shared
Wondering if you ever cared

I can not take being around you
Or having you next to me
I can not live hearing your voice
Or knowing your filled with glee

I wonder about my pain inside
Scared it my never recede
I feel a weight placed on my heart
How it’s soon to completely brake apart

I con not reason why you left
Or ever thought I would be ok
I can not believe you still acknowledge me
Or ever find a point to stay

I have made it my point to hate you
Even though it makes me blue
I am deciding I'm moving on
Going past your stupid con