Can't help it

What is there to do
At a time like this
When all I can do is think of you
About all the things I miss

I hide the true feelings I have for you
Making it look like I don’t care
But whenever I see you everything comes rushing back
As I get locked into another stare

What you’ve done to me is so unreal
This pain inside burns deep within
For once I know this time wont heal
To me you were like the sweetest sin

You were everything wrong
But yet so right
You were something I had to rely on
Each and every night

I can’t explain how I feel about you
Just thinking about it all makes me want to cry
Knowing how you’ll never be mine
Makes me want to die

Can you please explain to me
What you were doing all this time
Maybe you were just wasting it all
Since you were never truly mine

If I could change one thing in life
It would be that I never met you
Because even after all the happiness
You’ll never know the pain you’ve put me through

Inside I feel like I should hate you
But for some reason I keep coming back to your sinful kiss
I have no self control to stop
My heart will always be yours to do as you wish