Still feel pain

Watching dark clouds fill the sky
watching rain drops fall
feeling the tears drip from my eyes
feeling that i lost it all
knowing that i cant see u
knowing that i cant be with u,
it makes me wonder "what am i going to do with out u?"
looking out from my window
as the clouds move away
but the pain deep inside my heart will always stay
u've hurt me more than u will ever know and yet i still love u... in rain, shine, or snow