What i want

I see what I can’t have
I have what I don’t want
I want one thing
And that is her

She is my dazzling sun
That makes me go on
She is my night moon
That makes me sleep well

I think of all the times
That we once shared
But I see them fall
Like there was noting there

To love is to lose
Well then I have loved
I will love
But I don’t want to love

She was everything
I loved her
With all of my bleeding heart
And I fear I can love no more

The time I have spent
Just thinking of her
I could of moved on
But I don’t want to move on

So as I sit here
My heart gets another hole
And I paint one more nail
But im running out of fingers

They say ones hand
Is the size of there heart
Well when I paint my nail
It shows a hole that is there

So now I dwell
In my own little land
A land that exist in my head
And I land that I will die in.