Overwhelming

This feeling overwhelms me.
I can' explain it,
I can't describe it,
And I most certainly can't fight it,
Or deny it.
It's there,
Nowhere near silent.
It is in full swing.
It seems to be gaining momentum,
Getting bigger and stronger.
It affects all aspects of my life.
Molding me into something new,
Something better,
More complete.
I am constantly changing,
Experiencing new things.
Craving that feeling.
Longing to feel the warmth in my body again.
Anticipating its return.
It's so over-powering when it rears its head.
This thing, this feeling,
Has emense strength,
Undescribable power over me,
This feeling overwhelms me.