What are we?

I’m so lost with boys in my lifer
Right now, it’s sad.
I don’t know if I like him
Even though that does not sound that bad.

It is burning me up
And I don’t know what to do,
I wish he could feel
The way I feel too.

I don’t understand…
Why do I like him?
I’m well aware of
How my chances are so slim.

I would not date him
Even if he liked me a lot,
He’s not really my type…
He smokes a lot of pot.

He has a new girl friend
Every other week.
He messes around with them,
Gosh he is such a freak!

I do not get it!
Why? Seriously, why?
There’s like nothing good
About the guy!

He told me through AIM
That he liked me!
I know out of all the girls
He said that to me!

To bad he was not
Even single.
This is just his idea of
Causal mingle.

He drives me
Totally insane,
I am for real done
With his game.

I played along,
Long enough.
Now for him to have me,
It will be extremely tough!

He will have to play
His cards right,
Willing to put up a bit
Of a fight.

I want to change him,
For the good.
Beucase I am hoping his reputation
Is just misunderstood.

But, I am not sure what
He is wanting…
Because right now it is Karen,
The girl he is flaunting.

To his girl friends he will
Say, I love you.
But I’m not sure he knows
What that means to.

He forces relationships
Those just are not there,
To have one you have to
Want to care.

He is just getting a
Girl to be his toy,
He is such an ignorant
Little boy.

Our relationship was never
Forced, to be like it was.
We always talked to eachother
Just because!